I was searching in my e-mail
account that how many peoples were requesting to be my friend. Where I found one
of my ex-office colleague, when I worked in a software house. The software house
was closing its operation in Karachi and taking some staff to America while
other staff were being fired. My colleague was also among those fortunate people
who were being taken to America while among other people, I was dismissed. In
short, I opened his Facebook account and viewed the pictures attached there. In
pictures, he was camping in a park, seeing that I was very sad that if I had
been offered job in America, I would have also been enjoying there like those
people. I remained whole day in this gloom, but at night when I was going to
pray, a new thought came to my mind that OK. I would have been making fun there,
but in return I would have to leave my mom here in Karachi over others. And I
think that those people could have not taken care of her as much as I could
have. And finally, my mom was died in year 2012, and in this period, when I
would be there in USA. And I am dam sure that, I would have been blaming to
myself for going to America for the cost of my mom’s life. So, I thanked to God,
that He kept me along with my mom at her last time and I should not be regretful
for not having gone to America.