While on the way from Dubai to
Australia by Emirate Airlines. On the next seat of mine, a very sober and
commanding half aged woman was seated, looking like Indian/Pakistani. After
sometime when we adjusted in our seats and plane was in the skies, all of sudden
I got up from sleep as I heard slow crying of any woman. and it amazingly, I saw
that woman was slowly crying saying words " YA ALLAH MUJEY WO GALTEE MAAF
FARAANA." It was an examination for me as my manners were not allowing me to ask
the reason and that incident for which she was crying and asking forgiveness
from Almighty Allah but on the other hand being a human I was in search of that
secret, so finally I after some time when she was calm and silence, I started
talk to her who told me that she is also Pakistani and that she is Col. in Pak
Army as she is a Dr.(MBBS) and living happily married life with hubby and kids
at Lahore, Pakistan and is going to Sydney on official tour. Then when we
discussed so much and introduced each other very much, I made courage and asked
her about her slowly crying etc. She after sometime thinking deeply said " Ok,
Bhai Jaan, I am telling u the reason and story as may be by this way I can shift
some load from my shoulders.
NOW FURTHER STORY U READ IN HER OWN WORDS:-
I was in 3rd yr MBBS when one day all of sudden our Dad entered in home with his
newly married bride( second wife) and we all, my mom, me, and my 2 younger bros
were shocked as we were not in a position to ask him about his incident . Even
our mom was so shocked ( and she always remained in such shock that she never in
her life asked her hubby as why he got second marriage. ) Neway our step mother
was some ys older than me and one thing which we observed in future she was not
a bad woman and never showed her any action like step mother. She alwayz tried
to her best to mix up with us ( even our mom) and we never had any complaint
from her.
After some period, our dad got us all 3 children( me and my 2 younger bros(
after completing our education) married at as much as could be better places. My
hubby is an engineer and I was selected in Medical core of Pak Army and was also
allowed to carry on my private practice with a result our life was passing
veryyyyyyyyyy happy and rich. My bros also were ok and earning enough to run
their families in good position. Our mom started living with elder son ( my bro)
and as such we almost forgotten our last days when all of sudden one day, my dad
came at my home ( During this I was posted at various places and at that time
also was out of Lahore) and discussed his life circumstances which shocked me
(again) to tell that now a days they ( he , his wife and his 3 kids(our step
bros and sis) were passing very poor life caz of dad's retirement and low
income. Then he asked me that although it's shameful for him to ask me to help
him and his family but no way and as he know that I am well established and was
earning a lot. I replied him that he don't be worry about as Insha Alalh, I
every month'll send him atleast Rs. 5000 to 6,000 and then I started to do so.
After some ys, our dad all of sudden expired when his elder son( our step bro)
was only 10. At that time when next month came, I thought the promise was
between me and my dad who is not now in this world then why I shld help his
family( our steps) and stopped sending money. After one month my monthly salary
didn't came in my bank account and on enquiry office told me that as I had got
excess amount on behalf of my house rent ,so they have stopped my salary to
adjust that excess amount gotten by me and that till the amount is not completed
I could not get my salaries. It was a shock for me. After few days, my hubby
when was at his Agriculture lands at his native village, there in quarrel with
relatives, he injured a man , who was near to death and was in hospital and FIR
was lodged against my hubby so we had a lot of expenditure on police etc. Only
after 2 days, when I returned from my duty, my son was suffered in high fever
which was not controlled by army hospital and specialists even. At that night, I
prayed Almighty Allah that if there was any sin/mistake of us, then He may
forgive us and all of sudden one thought came in my mind that I had stopped
expenditure of my step mom and step bros and sis where I know that one kid was
so little that he want milk etc for growing etc and though as how that lady, who
was really a nice lady had been struggling for living herself and her kids when
I had also stopped money and dad’s pension also after converting to family
pension must had been decreased to half as per rules and that after all they are
my dad's family who is not now in world then may be this is a punishment for us
from my Almighty Allah and at the moment I repented my that mistake and early in
the morning I sent them double amount ( of 2 months) and am still sending and
then all my problems one by one solved By the KARAM of Almighty Allah but I am
still confused as has Almighty Allah accept my repent (TAUBAH) ? I am usually
crying and asking Him for forgiveness.
Allah O Akbar... Now she was able to sea tears in my eyes also( as at that time
I gone in past ) but these tears were of happy moments . Then I Assured her that
as her problems were solved and she is happy in her life with hubby and kids
which means Almighty Allah had forgiven her and accepted her repent.