U treat me like a princess.!!

I don’t know what to say.
I don’t know how to act.
I don’t know why U want me,
with the way I act.

I treat U like dirt.
U tell me this each day.
I don’t appreciate U,
like I did last may.

U treat me like a princess.
I take Ur heart apart.
I don’t know why I can’t commit to U,
the way I do my art.

U hurt me so bad,
inside and out.
U say U love me.
Then U just skip out.

How am I supposed to react?
I am so confused.
Do I really want U,
or do I want U to fade away like I do this bruise?

This is the big question.
What ever should I do?
Does my heart yearn for U?
Or does my heart lust for U…!!