hmm.....there is so much i want
to write about, so much i wish i could get out of my system.....but i'm so
confused usually i don't really know where to to start from.
I guess my "wanting to be heard" craving began since i got married a couple of
years back. i'm still married with 2 kids, but my life and relationship dint go
as i had planned or hoped.
I got married with a lot of dreams and hopes like most people do, but two people
in my life made sure they all get shattered to pieces. though now i think some
of this was because i was too naive and some due to shear dumbness and some pure
tough luck :)
There are times when i just wish my mother in law were dead, but than there are
times when i am telling myself she is doing it out of her love. but its really a
suffocating love. My partner on the other hand is coming around to the marriage
now, i guess because i caught him cheating on me or maybe it was there all along
and i dint see it....