You... my heaven ,my life, and
my success have flight very earlier form this cruel world! I find ways to
release my mental stress after your departure but realized soon that you were
that great personality who took all my stress and difficulties in your arms and
never let me to feel them!!! today, i missed you with all of my heart! when i
woke up and found everybody sleeping till 11, my heart cried and wished as u
were here to give us the real means of morning.. This morning was as dark as i
had never experienced in my life.. I could listen to your lovely & patient voice
calling me "my daughter...." but aah these days gone... I tried to control my
tears with utter difficulty but soon realized that i cant have this great
ability to have control over my tears as my mother had on it! Dear father,after
you this rain whom i was mad after appears nothing to me but harsh and painful
nostalgia.. I still remember your beautiful song with your solemn dedication to
my mother in the beautiful rainy weather when the sky was variegated and damp
increasing my excitement and merriment.. but today nothing of it happened no
song, no excitement and no joyousness. Although sky was again variegated and
damp and was continuously dropping a stream of thick drops of rain but these
chilled drops today appeared as they too were doleful over my loneliness.. as
they were bursting into tears and were my companion to share my deep grief and
sorrow. Further there remained nothing but sweet memories and my silent tears
and every tear called upon you and were continuously coming out of my swollen
eyes with great intensity because they knew that you have actually depart and
will never come...